love is fleeting.

love is confusing.

love is magical.

love has many different definitions.

But what is this thing we all call love ?

It's waking up every morning and your first thought is of that person.

It's finding reasons to stay even though there're millions to leave.

It's putting up with each others nonsense even though it can get annoying at times.

It's rebelling against my parents for you and myself.

It's so many things i've just listed out the main points.

Just to summarise everything i've said so far,

my baobei Jax I love you.

 

LOVE,

-mel-

I'm gonna start up blogger again i guess lols

it's all okay alrdy...

but I'll come back when any prob arises ahahas

cyas on blogger :D

My Blog :D

LOVE,

-mel-

ytd went to watch A Christmas Carol

heyheyhey not bad bah, lucky nvr go watch 3D

wahh if nt will be like,

jumping evry now and then ?

Lol cos it was abit scary

some of the scenes very sudden,

especially for the ghost of Christmas yet to come......

:DD

but den no la i and dad can take it,

but for my bro later he pee in his pants xD

wanted to take xmas tree with new cam !

well, new for me, my dajiu gave it to me hahas

it was my aunt's one.. lol

ahh well didn't get to take ):

Case 39... is NC16 lahhh !

who was the super smart person tell me have to watch de... =.=

when i can't even watch it luh

haiz im so bored

today went to meet my dad's fren

and her cute baby hahas :DD

went to eat at Crystal Jade lol

haiz i managed to take some pics heheheh xD

aiya im bored liaos I'll stop here

LOVE,

-mel-

Past few days been too lazy to blog. =.=

Cos use my uncle's laptop at his house

(yeah, went there when mum and dad went overseas)

and, can't sleep too luh ><

No.1 my bolster not with me ):

No.2 in a new sleeping environment

so yeah haizzzzz.....

lots of stuff happened,

the ex-bf which left me alone

contacted me again....

say he wan jio me again

and yeah, finally he gets it after i explained

so we're back to being frens

been eating alot zzzzzz

but hey, it's good food

how can i refuse hahahas

last night, had a super weird convo with Keith hahas

well yeah, he's being a good fren

pei me when i couldn't sleep :D

so we talked abt weird stuff and,

Keith, you're NOT tone deaf hahahahas

and, i super tired siaaaaa

yet I'm still here, blogging haiz =.=

and it has been decided,

I am going to Simei ITE :D

hair fashion and design here i come yeah !

their school is so cooool xD

my mind is finally set oh yeah !

finally.... I'm gonna work hard

and one day the world will know about me xD

nahh just kidding,

but I'm gonna work super duper hard for my Os !

GAMBATTE ! jyjyjy ^^

LOVE,

-mel-

xDDDDD

well I'm just plain bored now

yeah the title's as so...

cos, sorry for the waiting of my next blogpost lool

Friday night horror =.=

well, my usual case of insomnia

and plus on my bro's whining AND wailing

which was on/off  =.=

so yeah, and I didn't sleep the whole night

watched movies

First was Gu Gu, the cat

cute kitty ^^ and a touching story

a little boring, but nice

next was, Butterfly Lovers

which I had totally forgotten i wanted to watch before

both was bought at Giant on that very same day

oh yeah,

on Friday =.=

went to Changi airport T3

sent my dad off to work, and

went shopping cos well,

raining heavily then, so waited for it to stop

we went shopping for two hrs =.=

den later, bro had to cut hair....

he don't want to go bukit merah

for the MIchael at Kawaii Cutz lol

so we went vivo for QB

went shopping there too

and yeah, missed my dramas T_T

yeah whole night couldn't sleep

and next day, I had the Open House ! :D

=.= yeah, over enthusiastic much ?

damn tiring lol

was supposed to help at Outram Ink booth

but ended up running up and down from there,

to NPCC booth see misriya lol

and to canteen help Siti(junior in outram INK)

for Mrs Hodge the food booth...

they were selling this weird drink

made from the rose syrup and some kind of seeds

which me and this cute lil' sec one(sec two next yr)boy,

named Kah Hwee(umm dunno how to spell it but it's said like that !),

and yeah we called it tadpoles lool

no one bought leh plus we had 'competition'

some catering for the teachers and guests

and then we decided to put it on trays and go around school..

oh yeah, we also sold pappadum

all made by Mrs Hodge ! :D

we went around evrywhere like dunno how many times

eventually pappadum sold out first

and we were like almost begging people to buy stuff

some helped, and some well were like persuaded lol

and eventually evrything sold !

our legs all damn suan =.=......

went to pick my uncle to go somewhere

we went to Changi village =.=

i was like dozing off in the car luh

went back, couldn't take the sleepiness

aft shower went to take a nap....

and i can't believe i slept til so long

pizza for dinner.. well not unusual

and today Sunday, didn't do much

tonight went out to Alexandra to eat lool

that's like our family place to eat instead of Red Star

well, cos my uncle won 4D, number in 1st place too xD

had a great dinner again lool

and after chores here i am online once again xD

except this time had time to blog :D

but anyway....

been crapping lots on Tagged...

Netlog i gave up on creating the blogskin =.=

and yeah, usual stuffs xD

looking forward to the meowgang outing

my uncle organise bdae chalet so,

inviting you guys too ^^

hope you all can come kays ! :D

LOVE,

-mel-

I think i'm sick ):

Headache. Check.

Sore throat. Check.

Don't know bout fever but let's hope it's not 'Check.'

Tomorrow's tuition well I'm glad we're just friends

it would have been abit awkward if anything happpened anyway

"I'd rather be your lover than your friend,

but I'd rather be your friend than your nobody"

please, I dont even know your hp no.

and, yeah, I can't win with her holding your heart

the thrill of crush-ing is there again

but along with it comes the disappointment I guess.

I should have alrdy known awhile ago...

well, my bad....

Guess crush-ing in secret, is the best for me

seems like, people I like, well,

they never seem to like me back in that same way

I attract the wrong group of people that just,

well that I just don't like and I really don't want to hurt them

Next week Mr Yap won't be around lol

i guess all havoc would break loose hahas

Joel would be around, and Joseph too i guess

but would you, be there ?

at least I would have someone to talk to

Joseph and Joel are ok but nothing beats,

talking to you

LOVE,

-mel-

sry haven't been blogging

tried to ytd but den before i even started on header

mum told me to turn off liaos

Yesterday. Filming. Horror. =.=

okok i know i exaggerate.....

it's just that first i was positioned in biz centre

grouped with the childish and/or wacko guy

his name is thinesh, just thinesh, a lil weird lol

then later on the group in the Mbox,

got a little argument there,

two of the three didn't want to do anything

so i offer go help there

wah there ah have to control camera while standing

well cos they put on a table cos that tripod damn small

at least biz centre they put it on the floor so can squat

so, yeah, legs damn aching lol...

then there was another guy doing some kind of live thing too

so dunno luh we just filmed,

i guess he was from another school or something

looked like some teacher hahas not student !

ohya, renovation upstairs, downstairs or what

drilling ytd like hell til i woke up

today also, except was lesser drilling

but yeah it still woke me up

now it's hammering lol, i mean right now

ok la not til so loud just lightly

open house I'm doing more CIP

yup it's this Saturday, dunno til when

today going to tuition again

yup today and thurs

I'm going evry Wed and Thurs luh

and yes, it's maths tuition what other tuition do i have

haiz, damn tired, dunno whether is

cos of the renovation woke me up

or is cos i slept too long or something

must have been slept too long

oh man this Friday definitely gonna go exercise

cos there's nothing on luh

so yeah I'm going !

unless it rains or something then i wont

LOVE,

-mel-

omg.

weather has been seriously damn weird

hence, the weird title lool

Rain, shine, rain, shine =.=

god dammit when will it stop

today is damn hot some more

my god, can it just like be some kind of predictable weather pls ?

damn sleepy also ><

tmr CCA's in the morining leh wtf man.

yay yay only need to add title and credits !

and we will be done with it woohoos !

and the holidays(and homework horror) will begin ! ^^

I swear I'll never be infront of the camera again

I hate acting luh =.= zzzzzzzz....

I 'act' is like for humour purposes pls la

I don't like to act in front of the camera and/or audience

unless it is watched and filmed by total strangers

so yeah... I do the filming only from now on !

my mum, went into some some sudden spring cleaning mood

tell me to wipe the toaster and microwave over just now luh =.=

damn hot now... wish could turn on th aircon but,

yeah, I don't pay for the electricity bills

same goes for the water,

yes and the handphone too =.=

and the household necessities

so basically, it's a lost cause...

so not looking forward to doing homework =.=

CIP, guess it's okay since is with Pasriya for one

and with Misriya for the other...

I won't be lonely xD

I'm seriously losing my life to the Internet

but hey, I don't mind =.=

I have no idea, was that meant to be sarcastic ? o.O

i type one, yet i dunno......

need to find shows to watch luhhh

at home the DVDs are so uninteresting alrdy

and so sian lehhhh !

someone, kill me now

i can't even go out man wtf

I don't care I'm moving out sooner or later

sure it will be hard but I'll cope

LOVE,

-mel-

today was boring... =.=

oh well, when is it not ?

well, okay english was funny

cos we had some relief teacher, Mr Faizal i think,

and he's really damn open,

and damn funny luh,

reminds me of Mr Samson Wong too lool

Social Studies had in Library

Yuqiao and Alvin sit in front of me and Shobana

they were crapping as usual,

and making my world a 'better' place,

and tormenting Para(where's Malan ?),

and making lots of noise together...

Chem test was MCQ (why never say sooner ??!)

tommorow's the real horror,

the so-called 'major' test

testing us on the revision we had these few days

Bonding: bleah

Particles: bleah

Acids and bases: bleah

fucking idiotic equations: bleah

I suck at Chem

I suck at balancing equations

I suck at formulas

I suck at majority of the stuff in Chem seriously....

CCA: horror

Acting: horror

NGs: Loads of it

Fun: okok....

omg. I definitely am going behind the camera,

if I'm ever gonna pursue this in a polytechnic..

I hate acting man...

i can only 'act' when being funny

Just like CJ for example la....

haiz... I wanna go out to play ):

don't care. I"ll make my parents let me go out

go out with Janjan is better than nothing

and on the plus side, Pasriya'll be there too :D

go Clementi on a BigDayOut of our own lool

pleasepleaseplease let me go out mannnn )))):

wanna go out lehhhhhh !

LOVE,

-mel-

I'm damn boreddd zzzz...

plus can only use com til 4pm

so better make use of my time

haiz  i don't wanna do project leh

i wanna sleep

i wanna listen to music

and sleep

and be bored over and over again !

why doesn't Sonny With A Chance show on weekdays ):

LOVE,

-mel-